Monster War.

Yellow Monster Vs Him

My heart is screaming for REBELLION!

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Sunday, November 8, 2009

Awesome rings. =D very peranakan style. A gift from grandpa to his granddaughters.

And this even more awesome one, pass down from my greatgrandpa, to my grandpa and now.. me. =)))))

gonna rub it everyday... till it gets shiny

jean and grandpa.

Tts. my grandpa's childhood hat, handnitted.

He says jeannie looks like Ji gong!

A surge of saddness, yet... bliss.

I want to remember him this way.

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I understand now...

There was a some time ago, when my world is filled with him...
now he needed space.
and there's these empty gap now, everythings falling apart.

I'm scared. One day, this distance will get larger and larger. and soon I'll be lonely again.
I dunno how much longer I can hold onto anymore. Trying hard to get my mind off him; keep an open mind, being secured.
=(
If only I dont have a heart. how nice would it be without emotions, - be a robot.

so much for the "relationship is hitting of well" huh?

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wink wink** got my new ear piece from mummy.
Wasent expecting it thou.. =)

ROARR!! like a yellow monster. =D

my first attempt to put eye make up. NOt bad huh?! not bad at all... =D

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Monday, November 2, 2009

-STFU~
gonna wear this to sch tmr.

Went to the owner of me, pussy house to study...
and... sat there... less than some ten minutes...
then go eat corn...
and...

then go out...
and went to catch Halloween 2

-pierced my ear -
an extra blink blink on me left ear...
my heart screamed- REBELLION!!! (a horribly shi bai one)
lucky my mummy din noticed.
=)

My jie jie in stomp! winkwink*? hahaha...
caught in zouk.

I'd still miss him. but i'm not sure if he do.
aint sure of any thing any more..

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Friday, October 30, 2009

I would like a better camera phone... so I can camwhore.

but also one that can hide my pimples.

and also one that I can disfigure jian liang's face when i'm angry.

getting madder and madder at him everyday...
super lazy!
I WANNA KICK HIS ASS!

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

"18 yr old life shd be very fun"

*moody*
why isnt mine?

"She may have been following other people's rules for a very long time without realizing it (read: parents, siblings, school teachers, etc.). "

*moody*
have I? am I a puppet of my parents?

I dont know what to think anymore.. whats right.. whats wrong?
I'm so tired of it.

I thought I'll be happy, but... no...why?
I'm not asking for anything. Just why cant I be content?
I dont know what I want... nor what I want to do in the future.

But. as a kid, a teen, how come I possess what other kids possess? joy, rebellion, fun.

I dunno.

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

when they ask me?
I would say I dun know a thing.

Hmmm
...

Whats the true purpose of us living? the true purpose of our exsistance?

I read up an article that says we can find that out simply by listing down what we think is it... and spend roughly some 15 to 20 minutes thinking by yourself. And till, we can come up with it, the one that would cause us to shed some tears or two... is our true purpose of life.

Is it true? I dunno, I could cry thinking about the people I love, living for them. But, that... I dunno? doesnt seem to be a very good reason huh? Or is it? I dont know.

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I gotta a feeling, that tonights gonna be a good night.

That tonight's gonna be a good night~

That tonights gonna be a good good night!

Tonight's the night, Lets live it up,
I got the money, lets spend it up
Go out and smash it like oh my god

**JUMP JUMP JUMP**

BLACK EYE PEAS! AWESOME~

**JUMP JUMP JUMP**

EVERYBODY RAISE UR RIGHT HAND, I RAISE MY LEFT HAND~

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pussy cat pussy cat...

I've got flowers and lots of hours to spent with u!

so go and powder your cute little pussy cat nose!

Pussy cat pussy cat...

I love you! yes I do~

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it's past midnight.
"the night is young" as xiao liang would say...

I'm reading up on my diary...those I've wrote when I was 8 all the way till 13? 14?
xiao liang suggested that I should write a diary, I forgot way too much and fast already.

How funny? my use of language sucks? real real bad...
but somewhat, cute... and... naive.
then, slowly, the notes in the diary only become sad or filled with anger... and I stopped writing.
then, slowly, it's blogging.

and...
xiao liang showed me a guy... a primary school friend of his.

to him,
R.I.P

why good people die young?
...

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