saraphinanana

2011-03-16T18:42:00.001+08:00

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and

Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom

I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've

Never known the lovin' of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a

Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,

Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)

The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)

Go with peace and love

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket

Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

2011-03-12T23:45:00.001+08:00

Oh no.

jl failed his nafa.

oh well. what to do?

2011-03-12T23:43:00.001+08:00

Oh no.

I miss sylvia.

remaining: (32 days)

2011-03-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

pretty in pink

been shopping away my troubles with miso jazzy =)

trust, can easily be overpowered by measly little things.

so do understand dedear.

2011-03-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Losing some one is not as painful as I'd thought.

instead, I felt numb.

Or have I lost part of my emotions?

one step closer to being a robot,

.......

2010-10-05T01:45:00.000+08:00

when I'm done crying ,

I forgot alot of things.

Which is good I suppose.

Looking goodd

2010-09-07T23:09:00.001+08:00

Looking good with the new hair cut.

Dream - Priscilla Ahn

2010-09-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

I was a little girl alone in my little world who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey. I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell. I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream

Story of charming- not!

2010-09-06T00:53:00.005+08:00

Once upon the time, there was a little puppy named charming...
he was very lil back then.

and now...

....
....
....
....

BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG!!!!
Like a lion!
RAWRRRRR~
*plus the bad breath*

anyway....
aww....
look at this....

Lexus Boy... is afraid of the hair dryer... but afterwhich he fall asleep....

=.=

everything - michael buble

2010-09-02T01:25:00.001+08:00

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

2010-08-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

My dad: tattoo get so much for what? very ugly... one still ok...

Me: so can I get one?

My dad: You cannot! only after I get, then you can.

*grin*

2010-08-29T15:15:00.003+08:00

Yes.
Larma taught me quantum physic.

2010-08-19T10:00:00.001+08:00

Isit true? he wrote for his girlfriend who had past away?

2010-08-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1939234

watch this!! inception ending!!!

2010-08-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

A neutron star is about 20 km in diameter and has the mass of about 1.4 times that of our Sun. This means that a neutron star is so dense that on Earth, one teaspoonful would weigh a billion tons!

2010-07-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/o/one_republic/#share

bits and pieces.

2010-07-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

7000 words.

2010-07-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Carbon Buckyballs found in space for the first time!

they found C60 and C70 some 65oo lightyears away~~~

wooo~~

2010-07-17T01:56:00.000+08:00

Guess who???!!!

Credits to whomsoever...

The imperfection of our relationship.

2010-07-11T19:27:00.003+08:00

Imperfection is just a common ground for us.

cos you are the only exception.

2010-07-06T15:54:00.001+08:00

I'm a lifeguard too, just like spongebob n larry the lobster!!!

2010-07-04T16:18:00.001+08:00

I need more time.
I need more chocolates.
I need more focus.

Van Cleef and Arpels

2010-06-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

Van Cleef and Arpels' Pont des Amoureux

Stunning! I'm gonna get my hands on that what I got the $$$...

=D

2010-06-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

I got a C for thin flim.

saddddddddddddddddddddddddd

2010-06-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

George asked: what would happen if Flemming had lost both his hands in an accident?

me: that would be nice... lol*
^__^

2010-06-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

KEEP YOUR HEADS UP MENGSUAN!

cos a hornbill is back in our neighbourhood!

2010-06-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

Whats the worst thing that could happen to you???

its schoool tomorrow.

2010-06-13T03:35:00.002+08:00

I jus realised that all I've work hard for.. is useless.

Seriously, why do i even worry about my grades all these past 12 years of my life. It certainly has turned out well for people who dont even give a damn about it.

I'd always thought that, if I get a poor grade, thats the end of the line for me. No future, no job, no respect, no place in the workforce or the society. I'll be the leftover and the leech.

haix.

moody.

2010-06-07T19:00:00.001+08:00

PLS! I love my new school bag! =DD

Cos its black!!!

Chic Black!!!

Jus like jazzy's face mask

Can't wait to carry it to school.

2010-06-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

The bus ride home su-cks.
How amazing can it be when so many people are inconsiderate.

It was really crowded and packed. People were like rushing up the bus to catch a seat. The bus driver even clamp the door on one person, and they yelled.

(expressionless?)

A child with his parents stood infront of me. He kept whining to him mom loudly ,"i wanna sit, I wanna sit in chinese" and his mom was pissed that no one offer a seat to her son.
and the son went on with this for several stops until he started flinging this blue worm-like toy attached to a string.
No one move an inch, the lady who was sitting directing infront of them, even look pissed, with bags under her seat.

Wow. If I got such a son, I'd would really slap him in the face and confiscate his toy. If not he'll grow up to become another of those unconsiderate people, just like how his mom is grooming him to be right now.

Another kid was talking awfully loudly and his dad aint even bother to shushing him down.
Geezs~

Then after the ordeal with the childrens, here comes another wave from the adults.

Why isnt people able to learn to move in?
Isnt it common sense? Is there a need to coach people even to the extend of simple ethics?

3 grown man, friends of each other I suppose. One of them got a seat near the front door. He was sure happy, looking at the smile he give to his pals, and his pals, just stood beside him. And the funny thing is there are people behind him, lined up till the door entrance door step, waiting to get further in to the bus. And they could go... Hees and Haas. ignoring that fact.

wow? I guess we need educators for foreigners as well as locals on simple ethics.

2010-05-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

I'd lost my rational.
When, our communication broke down, my heart sank to the bottom of my feet. I felt, so hard to talk to him. And, felt the distant between us.
-devastated-

however, I just realised that...
men and women are different in terms of physical, mental and everything else. The only thing that links them together is a common topic, interest and that we're homo sapiens.

wow?

so to narrow this gap between the two sexes, is to be rational, to be understanding.
Effective communication. Wheres the input from the the 1st year of cognitive learning? guess, I've bluntly forgotten them.

2010-05-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

To Ganbo:

Sara is interested to know more about the Faraday dark space?
Why is there a dark space after the positive column?
Can you please help her as well.

2010-05-11T22:22:00.001+08:00

2010-05-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

may I ask...

"how can I not feel emo?"

My esteem is low, my morale is low....
not to talk about my confidance.

Everyone I see, seems to be so far outreach from me. They had their share of fun.
I do not find this amusing. I have no life, not much fun, and am not smart. I could nolonger relate to them and that.

I sat there all day, grab a bite on my sandwich, took a sip from my vitasoy. Facing the computer, clicking away, scanning resources after resources; approaching david or anthony for help when I got stuck. People only approach me when they need help for answers. Frankly speaking, I like to not care about the problem, not care about getting Cs, not care about what my parents want me to be and just learn to have fun. Maybe I could, but I wont find it fun. Maybe I can, only to panick most of the time.

What can I talk about? how the negative glow works in a plasma chamber? or explain the difference between N and P type semiconductor? How pathetic.

FUN... seems to slowly deplete in me, couldnt find the leakage neither could I find the source. Will I regret this in life?
OR shall I take a turn and regret not working hard later.

ENVY is deceitful sin.

2010-05-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

Drew this some time ago during secondary school, out of boredom.

and today i created this effect.

2010-05-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother what will I be
Will I be pretty
Will I be rich
Here's what she said to me

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I was just a child in school
I asked my teacher what should I try
Should I paint pictures
Should I sing songs
This was her wise reply

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will there be rainbows day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

What will be, will be
Que sera sera...

2010-05-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

"There are children playing in the street who could solve some of my top problems in physics, because they have modes of sensory perception that I lost long ago."

J(ulius) Robert Oppenheimer , (1904-1967)
physicist, a-bomb developer

=)=)=)=)

"It is the childlike mind that finds the kingdom. "

Charles Fillmore

2010-05-05T22:24:00.004+08:00

GanBo says:

A good presentation should be like a story. The things in the slide should not be read, but to serve as a reminder to you of what you need to present.

Sweet...

2010-05-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

Smile tho' your heart is aching,
Smile Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you Smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

Ohhh Oooh Yeah

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

Smile tho' your heart is aching,
Smile Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

2010-04-24T15:35:00.003+08:00

can i not remove it and wear it to sleep?
im so lazy to wear it again... =|

i spend so long just put the fake eye lashes... cant imagine those girls who invested in make up.... they must have spent hours putting on those thick layer of coating on their face...

now i feel a curtain hanging in front of my eyes..

2010-04-01T21:47:00.001+08:00

Imagine There's No Countries
It Isn't Hard To Do
Nothing To Kill Or Die For
And No Religion Too

Imagine All The People
Living Life In Peace (Youuuu)
You May Say I'm A Dreamer

But I'm Not The Only One
I Hope Someday You Will Join Us
And The World We'll Be As One

Imagine No Possessions
I Wonder If You Can
No Need For Greed Or Hunger
A Brotherhood Of Man

Imagine All The People
Sharing All The World (Youuuu)

You May Stay I'm A Dreamer
But I'm Not The Only One
I Hope Someday You Will Join Us
And The World Will Live As One

2010-03-28T23:03:00.003+08:00

ehh ehh....

no fate I suppose??
Amongst the 3 cinemas we went to,
2 doesn't have the show,
1 left only one ticket to watch "kaiji".

ehhh...
nothing to do when go dating.
rights?

"baby chan~
no... I'm nodame chan~"

2010-03-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

JAZZY nor nor Nodame is this show....

Nodame Cantabile

nice classical music.
awesome background scenery
adorable acting skills displayed. XD
Am not that kind whom would appreciate music, hard for me to understand the emotions they're going through.
The storyline is a continual of the drama.
Hilarious.

NICE SHOW!

Hence, am now checking out the drama...

and its hilarious!

Dont wanna miss a thing.

2010-03-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

IF only I've got a seraphin's voice...
I wish I can sing it to jl,
=)

2010-03-23T21:39:00.003+08:00

I'd agree to the invitation for Pre-U seminar....

things running wild in my head:
1) I'm extremely scared

2) hoping they'll turn down my application...

3) but... I remember the wise girl once said...
(winkwink* sylvia seow shi hui lor who else)

"With the involvement of "extra" cirricular activities, will greatly boost your image in University application."

*halos halos*

4) can i shut up throughout the sessions???

5) I'm feeling bimbo right now... only capable of talking cock and nonsense. =)

2010-03-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

We can look back from the future to say...

"waahhh... xiang dang nian ar... pat-tor that time..."

psps... the other shot of jazzy riding aint so clear..

Apparently... when somebody was taking this photo... it aint so fun... HOR jazzy?

but had our share of laugh ba...

2010-03-21T00:42:00.001+08:00

XIAN NU XIA FAN~

(goddness come down to earth)

stupidd translation.

2010-03-17T13:07:00.001+08:00

YAY!*

Thank GOD! using the blade method in the lasik surgery dont have an aftermath of a red ring on my eyes!

YAY!*

Da jie have... heheheheeeee
so evil... but... heheheeeeee

2010-03-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

I was browsing at those 'singapore seen' post in STOMP.sg
and I'd noticed lots of people complaining about how inconsiderate is it for people to hog seats more than one or not giving up to the elderlys and so on and so forth....

that other day, I encountered something-
there's this young lady, who sat at the outer of the two seat. and another olderly lady came along with several bags with her.
the young lady move her legs to the side, to allow her to move in to the inner seat.
Due to certain reason, the elder lady insist on sitting on the outer seat.
In response, the young lady gave a pissed and irritated glare at the elder lady and moved in...

Seriously, whats the big deal of sitting in the inner or outer seat man??!!!
It wont kill it wont hurt, neither you'll lose a hair to what so ever.

What i'm trying to say is, how ethical it is or not, that so many people may have differ views.
ironically...

So how much of what we deem as 'considerate' should be on par to what those some would infer as 'inconsiderate'?

while,
how much of 'inconsideration' could then be deem as 'considerate' for the others?

on the consideration of convenience? whose convenience? ours or theirs?
for the safety of ours or their? danger to the surroundings?

LAWS, RULE, REGULATIONS, NORMS, ETHICS...
so much flaws, that,
is it even right in the first place?

doned with lasik!

2010-03-16T10:28:00.002+08:00

Done-d with the lasik-
*halos halos*

look. theres the procedure:
1) Drip some dilating liquid in your eye. Then we have to undergo serveral testes for our eye to check the suitability, take photos of the cornea...
ahh ahh ahh... all execpt this eye pressure instrument that took me by surprise. They puff air into my eyes! how keep them open???!

2) Then, after some of those test, we gotta watch this video that explains, myophia, hyperophia and astigmatism. and also, explains how the surgery is done.
(I FREAK OUT. I TELL YOU)
they have to cut a flab to open the cornea using either laser or blade, then laser to whatever they need to do to your eyes.
(ARGH! BLADE???)

3) One lady clad in nurse uniform will explain the procedure, again, and how to take care of the eye after the surgery. And later the doctor will recomand which flab removal required for individual patients.
So. in the surgery, first they'll add a numbing liquid on your eye, then add the suction keep the eye ball in place. After which cut the flab and dab dab dab goes the laser, cover back the flab using soothen it with some spongy material. DONE.
YEAH and I took the blade method. coz cheaper by 1K.. =.= yeah whatever man.

4) In some few hours time, surgery. Gotta wear some cotton fibre suit, like those in operating threatre la! Cover hair cover feet.
Wait for a few hours, fell asleep and my sis got called in first.

5) Enter the threatre, we gotta lie on this operating chair, much like those dentist chair. where they'll lay you beheath the laser. As as mentioned in (3) numbing liquid, suction, cut flab. dab dab, close flab. NEXT EYE: numbing liquid, suction...
it only last serveral minutes for both.
BUT BUT... HEAR MY SAY! ... wtf?!!
You cant exactly feel anything, so they say ... but I'm so freaking scared~
I'll tell you why.

On my right eye, first to undergo the laser, does not seem to react to the numbing liquid or what? I have no idea. Coz, after dripping the latter, when they add the suction instrument, it was OUCH*!
*WTF?!!*
Whoa... there after, I was frantic. lol..I gasped hard on my sleeve. I kept holding my breath. STUPID LA. what to do. havent got much of a guts in me.
*sobs*

the second eye was better, I think they added more numbing liquid then the previous. yeah... but my heart was pounding so hard, that I think my chest would have cracked.
=.=

6) Finally, we removed the suits and wore the sian dan chao ren (ultraman) mask. rest awile before leaving.
That instance, I felt so relief to leave the threatre, but I wanna cry. My eyes hurt badly and tears cant stop flowing down (its one of its aftermath so they say.) So we just have to head home and take sleeping pills and the pain will be all over.
NEVER ONCE did I teared like yesterday. glad its all over.

looks like some si tiko....

who else do you think its behind the sian dan cao ren mask(ultraman)?

COOKIE MONSTER!

2010-03-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

MOO - LAR~

WHITE MACADAMIA COOKIES MONSTAR!

lets give sentosa a rest for now. need to turn white for while...

2010-03-09T23:26:00.004+08:00

20 Ugliest Celebrities.

"Jocelyn wildenstein is actually an celeb for being ugly"

She has spent some US 4 million on plastic surgery and indirectly plastic surgery has ruin her looks.

I read her story...

She was very pretty. However, when her husband's eye began to wander after many years of marriage, she starts to feel insecure of her looks. And so, explains the plastic surgery.

Things got better...

But, when she learnt that her husband wanted to sleep with other women, she did more drastic surgery - transforming herself into those GIANT CATS her husband love so much.

and there, she's nolonger the beauty she was.
despite countless more surgeries she took, her once swiss beauty was gone.

how sad to know, all she did go through was for the sake to please her loved one - her husband.
All she want, is to make her husband love her again. Very noble of her to do so.
I cant imagine how sad she was, having to change herself. And how saddening and depressing it is for her husband to have a change for heart.

How saddening for any woman to endure.
...

2010-03-09T17:01:00.003+08:00

水汪汪的眼睛, 小小的笑涡...

is what guys want in girls?
like those kawaii jap girls?

hmmm...

I dont have any...
only these puny, thin eyes...
and this... cheeks, whom I know no vocabulary to discribe.
hmph! hmph! hmph!

VANILLA TWILIGHT Lyrics - OWL CITY

2010-03-06T12:10:00.000+08:00

VANILLA TWILIGHT Lyrics - OWL CITY:
"And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here"

2010-03-03T23:31:00.001+08:00

Dear SEG Year 2 Students

NTU is offering the Basic Engineering Physics (BEP) course to current Year 2 students.
You are encouraged to apply for this bridging course if you have plans to pursue an engineering degree from NTU.
This course will be held at Ngee Ann Polytechnic and a course fee of $250 will be required.
The course details and application form are attached for your reference.

NTU will inform successful applicants at a later date.
You may also contact Miss May Lim at ECMLIM@ntu.edu.sg or 6513-7611 to check on your application status if you do not hear from NTU by end April.

Interested parties, please complete the application form as per attached and send it back to me latest by 12th March 2010.

Note: NTU has the discretion to select students for the course based on merit. SEG is not involved in the student selection process.

waahhh..

I wan go...

but...

so many reasons not to go...

2010-03-03T12:41:00.000+08:00

2010-02-24T08:56:00.002+08:00

I wonder,
among your life in game, and every other thing you gotta do,
is there time for me?

I wonder,
among all the tactics you come up with,
is there any thought of me?

I wonder,
if I went MIA, for few days, would he even notice?

and then...

I wonder,
if one day i'd stop loving, would he even care?

darling I wish you were here.

2010-02-24T02:18:00.001+08:00

I love this song cos I love him.
=)

作曲:周杰伦作词:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

2010-02-21T14:20:00.002+08:00

Some times,
I'd wish I could be prettier,
Other times,
I hate how materialistic girls are.

Some times,
I'd wish he'd love me more,
while other times,
I dont wish to care at all.

Some times,
I'd wish I'll be smarter,
other times,
I would rather look away pretending I dont know anything.

Some times,
I wish I'm special,
Other times,
I'd rather blend in the crowd.

GROUNDNUTS! PEANUTS! DONUTS! HAZELNUTS! DOUGHNUTS! COCONUTS! CHESTNUTS! WALNUTS!

the day i dream of the delicious dou nai.

2010-02-11T21:48:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHH!
MY DOU NAI gone!

it was just some while ago,
I'd drank finish this cup of delicious DOU NAI.
And when I'm done, as i wash it,
more DOU NAI appears in the cup!
MORE HEAVENLY YUM YUM DOU NAI!!!
unlimited supply of DOU NAI!!!

OMG! freaking happy!

but when the alarm rang,
I realise it's just a dream.

FREAKING SAD!

Havent got such a drooling awesome dream for so long...
make my heart itching for dou nai...
DOU NAI~ DOU NAI~ DOU NAI~

2010-02-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

mood is going hey wire~~

lalalalaaaa~

study till so high... damn...
damn damn damn!
how can i concentrate now??

I wanna eat ...
my twisted fries, my fried chicken wing, my cheese fries, my wedges, my STEAKKKK, my nice potato, my cheesecake icecream, my clam(la-lak), my seafood ceaser salad, my mango salad, my buffalo wings, my roasted pigeon meat, my escargo, my pork ribs, my long john fries, my pork knuckle, my japanese steam egg, my fried shrimps, fried baby sotong, my fried wanton, my korean bbq black boar...

and all those i like, i 've highlighted in red...

2010-02-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

I've surrender
yet...
he said nothing...

my heart is crying...
yet...
what can i do?

I needa study...
yet...
i cant get my mind off him...

my heart is dying...
wish i can be a robot.

2010-01-29T23:55:00.001+08:00

YAY. passed it on my second attempt.. lol!!
heheeheee~~~

ohh ohh... anyways.. i saw this uncle scratching his neck with he's EZ link card. woah... like very comfortable and itch-relief huh...

but aint that comfortable to those looking at it
lol...

2010-01-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

its kinda scary...

for some people... all they want is to talk to the person they love, yet cant, due to circumstances...

and the other some, they can talk to the person they love all they want. yet... no words would come out.

Its getting cold and numb. Yet, the pain will never go away, nor will it lessen.

2010-01-10T12:06:00.003+08:00

花田少年史

tears and laughter for the third time, and of the same episode.

2010-01-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

Huge turtle found in the ocean.

meet the super cow.

ee lynn's believe it or not.

2010-01-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

Ostrich people.

Known as the “ostrich people," the Vadoma suffer from a rare genetic condition called ectrodactyly, which affects one in four children within the population. Ectrodactyly, or “lobster claw syndrome,” can effect either the hands and feet. In the case of the Vadoma, the middle three toes are absent and the two outer ones are turned inward.

Since, it's an inherited dominant genetic mutation and tribal members have to marry those within their group, its has passed down generation after generations.

extract: http://atlasobscura.com/places/ostrich-people-zimbabwe

2010-01-06T23:51:00.001+08:00

2010-01-06T23:01:00.002+08:00

my lovely peepies!
thanks for the awesomely lovely memories!

my wish for this year 2010.
MAY everyone be happy!!!! =)
LOVE UR LIFE UR SELF AND UR EVERYTHING!

2010-01-03T12:41:00.002+08:00

Lets analysis this...

"A guy who used to do "tiao dang" or whatever you call it... says exorcism of chirstianity is stupid..."

Irony...

man... That why different religions are always fighting.
=.=

2010-01-03T01:23:00.001+08:00

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,

(So why don’t we run away)

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ’cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
I’m fighting for this girl,
I’m a battlefield of love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

2010-01-01T22:50:00.001+08:00

woah! cheers for the maker of this!
a wonderful ending to year 2009!

cheers to 2010!

2009-12-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

had fun with banana family, jl and jazzy.
=D

but
failed my BTT.
=.=

2009-12-26T12:59:00.003+08:00

I've and will believe him.
every word.
=)

trust.

"falling harder everyday for everything he did..."

BACK FROM AUSSIE

2009-12-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

My fave pic amongst those I've editted.

well... I'm too lazy to upload those pictures from aussie. Maybe I'll upload them in year 2100.
=)

and

kangaroos are my bestfriends after the dogs and sheep and bears.

2009-12-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

I'll miss him him him her her.

=)

2009-12-06T22:20:00.003+08:00

hmmm... Can turtles come out of their shell.. like those in the cartoon...

apparently not...
their spine is attached to their shell.. .so if the shell is ripped off the turtle.. turtle die... =|

tort i can do that to jl's turtle but oh well..

2009-12-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

my first 爱心便當... =)
from jl

touched*
XD

2009-11-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

Convo between my 6year old cousin, keith and I.

" my birthday and gor gor birthday is coming...
we're having a birthday party... "
said keith.
"Can you invite me to my birthday party?"

I replied: "Nononooo... You should say can I invite you to my birthday party..."

Keith: "no... can you invite me to my birthday party..."

and the debates go on...

2009-11-17T15:07:00.002+08:00

I'm very scared now...

what if I get 0 for UT?!
I dunno how sia. I dont want my grades to drop.

god bless. =(

2009-11-14T20:41:00.003+08:00

Outing with linhui.

..............................TO THE KITTY LAB!!!!

"kitty with no lips"

meow.

NO PHOTOGRAPHY IN KITTY LAB!

.................................. (errr... couldnt resist)

Kitty DNA

Kitty Tower

Kitty boutique

Kitty travel agency?

Kitty police station.

Kitty ye ye ( grandpa in chinese )

You would admit, for a non KITTY FAN ITS AWESOMELY COOL! other than the games and all... I love how they made everything so "SANRIO" and hellokitty-ish.

so...

**one and a half thumbs up!**

Got my door gift! and my kitty card

OH-LI-OH-LI-OHHH~

After the kitty lab-ing, I went off to celebrate Cally's 1st birthday.

and go....

YAWN~~~~ **stretch stretch**

jean and calista.

2009-11-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

"with every word you say... I fell harder each day..."

He says he's hubby!
XD
AAHHHHHH... how cute!
going gaga...

I wanna watch 2012, I wanna watch zombieland, I wanna watch Ip Man 2.
but the person I wanna watch with, aint so keen.
=S

2009-11-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

I wanna become BOY!

BOY BOY BOY~~

JL can be my woman! =D

MUu---hahahahaha!!

i feel so hyped now.

2009-11-09T20:29:00.001+08:00

Elizabeth Mitchell - You Are My Sunshine lyrics
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

2009-11-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

Awesome rings. =D very peranakan style. A gift from grandpa to his granddaughters.

And this even more awesome one, pass down from my greatgrandpa, to my grandpa and now.. me. =)))))

gonna rub it everyday... till it gets shiny

jean and grandpa.

Tts. my grandpa's childhood hat, handnitted.

He says jeannie looks like Ji gong!

A surge of saddness, yet... bliss.

I want to remember him this way.

2009-11-08T12:09:00.003+08:00

I understand now...

There was a some time ago, when my world is filled with him...
now he needed space.
and there's these empty gap now, everythings falling apart.

I'm scared. One day, this distance will get larger and larger. and soon I'll be lonely again.
I dunno how much longer I can hold onto anymore. Trying hard to get my mind off him; keep an open mind, being secured.
=(
If only I dont have a heart. how nice would it be without emotions, - be a robot.

so much for the "relationship is hitting of well" huh?

2009-11-08T00:25:00.003+08:00

wink wink** got my new ear piece from mummy.
Wasent expecting it thou.. =)

ROARR!! like a yellow monster. =D

my first attempt to put eye make up. NOt bad huh?! not bad at all... =D

2009-11-02T20:07:00.003+08:00

-STFU~
gonna wear this to sch tmr.

Went to the owner of me, pussy house to study...
and... sat there... less than some ten minutes...
then go eat corn...
and...

then go out...
and went to catch Halloween 2

-pierced my ear -
an extra blink blink on me left ear...
my heart screamed- REBELLION!!! (a horribly shi bai one)
lucky my mummy din noticed.
=)

My jie jie in stomp! winkwink*? hahaha...
caught in zouk.

I'd still miss him. but i'm not sure if he do.
aint sure of any thing any more..

2009-10-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

I would like a better camera phone... so I can camwhore.

but also one that can hide my pimples.

and also one that I can disfigure jian liang's face when i'm angry.

getting madder and madder at him everyday...
super lazy!
I WANNA KICK HIS ASS!

2009-10-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

"18 yr old life shd be very fun"

*moody*
why isnt mine?

"She may have been following other people's rules for a very long time without realizing it (read: parents, siblings, school teachers, etc.). "

*moody*
have I? am I a puppet of my parents?

I dont know what to think anymore.. whats right.. whats wrong?
I'm so tired of it.

I thought I'll be happy, but... no...why?
I'm not asking for anything. Just why cant I be content?
I dont know what I want... nor what I want to do in the future.

But. as a kid, a teen, how come I possess what other kids possess? joy, rebellion, fun.

I dunno.

2009-09-29T23:09:00.002+08:00

when they ask me?
I would say I dun know a thing.

Hmmm
...

Whats the true purpose of us living? the true purpose of our exsistance?

I read up an article that says we can find that out simply by listing down what we think is it... and spend roughly some 15 to 20 minutes thinking by yourself. And till, we can come up with it, the one that would cause us to shed some tears or two... is our true purpose of life.

Is it true? I dunno, I could cry thinking about the people I love, living for them. But, that... I dunno? doesnt seem to be a very good reason huh? Or is it? I dont know.

...

2009-09-29T01:55:00.002+08:00

I gotta a feeling, that tonights gonna be a good night.

That tonight's gonna be a good night~

That tonights gonna be a good good night!

Tonight's the night, Lets live it up,
I got the money, lets spend it up
Go out and smash it like oh my god

**JUMP JUMP JUMP**

BLACK EYE PEAS! AWESOME~

**JUMP JUMP JUMP**

EVERYBODY RAISE UR RIGHT HAND, I RAISE MY LEFT HAND~

2009-09-29T01:46:00.002+08:00

pussy cat pussy cat...

I've got flowers and lots of hours to spent with u!

so go and powder your cute little pussy cat nose!

Pussy cat pussy cat...

I love you! yes I do~

2009-09-29T00:55:00.001+08:00

it's past midnight.
"the night is young" as xiao liang would say...

I'm reading up on my diary...those I've wrote when I was 8 all the way till 13? 14?
xiao liang suggested that I should write a diary, I forgot way too much and fast already.

How funny? my use of language sucks? real real bad...
but somewhat, cute... and... naive.
then, slowly, the notes in the diary only become sad or filled with anger... and I stopped writing.
then, slowly, it's blogging.

and...
xiao liang showed me a guy... a primary school friend of his.

to him,
R.I.P

why good people die young?
...

2009-09-21T13:23:00.001+08:00

pissed... coz I couldnt upload my PP.
pissed... coz I ...

I've strayed from my goal.. so all I can do now.. Is divert back to the tracks. Be who I think I should be...
study. study. study. work. work. work.

2009-09-13T22:10:00.001+08:00

You were born on Wednesday
Since you were born has passed 18 years.
Since you were born has passed 220 months.
Since you were born has passed 961 weeks.
Since you were born has passed 6,731 days.
Since you were born has passed 161,562 hours.
Since you were born has passed 9,693,694 minutes.
Since you were born has passed 581,621,639 seconds.

Funny Facts:
Your heart beat 775,301,645 times
Your hair grewn 275 cm.
You slept 53,848 hours
You ate 7,471 kg. of food
You drank 9,565 liters of liquid
You walked 39,039,800 steps, about 12,977 km.
You blinked 103,388,160 times
You farted 100,965 times, producing 303 liters of CO2 (carbon dioxide) and 236 liters of CH4 (methane).
You urinated 22,885 times, almost 9,760 liters.

2009-09-12T14:40:00.002+08:00

ohmm ohmmm ohmmm...

attempt one to live a healthy lifestyle:
drink plenty of water
less pimples too!

attempt two to live a healthy lifestyle:
tried simple yoga excercises
hurt my backside... =.=

2009-09-05T08:03:00.001+08:00

Help me complete a survey for my pp thanks~
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2009-08-31T15:15:00.003+08:00

my Lim jia jia and the lovely lemon sugarcane
and the retard and her lovely lemon sugarcane juice

flash your lovely lemon smile!!!

Cant survive without a camera.

Who let the dog out?! WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF!

2009-08-31T12:35:00.004+08:00

EVERYBODY MEET CHARMING
newest family in the house.
Age 3 months, arrived yesterday.
race Chow chow, the one which my dad is interested in...
and yeah.. he can grow big~

hard time naming him... lion? romeo? coco? ah gate(errr... lol... tt was for my elder sis..)... volvo? bear bear?

He doesnt look bad... but.. he's poop... is all soo bad~ ewww.. damn stinky...
even more stinky then lexus... PHeewww~

small shit but big smell...

Ahahaa~ look me.. I can close me eyes~
Peek a boo~

At first he was afraid of lexus... =.=..

He dare not even come out of the cage...

Oh well... Lexus... he... argh... bark really fierce at charming.. sooo...

yeah... that may explains it.

sniff sniff here... sniff sniff there...

HoHoHo~ lion...

Lao zha bo, siao zha bo, fei zhai

Why does da jie tou look so sad? =(